Wednesday 26 July 2023

haunted

You and I walk a fragile lineI have known it all this timeBut I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it's all too quietAnd I can't trust anything nowAnd it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
I'm holding my breathWon't lose you againSomething's made your eyes go cold
Come on, don't leave me like thisI thought I had you figured outSomething's gone terribly wrongYou're all I wantedCan't breathe whenever you're goneCan't turn back now, I'm haunted
Stood there and watched you walk awayFrom everything we hadBut I still mean every word I said

my friends said maybe I should tell you how I feel

 but it seemed too scary to say it over a meal,

so I chose letters, words and rhymes

but I know that this doesn't always work, sometimes

but sometimes it does

what if we are the exception

maybe all we really needed was just better communication?

this might not work

I know that very well

I could say how I feel, and it might hurt like hell

but it might not

I mean, you might feel the same

somewhere deep down there might be hearts drawn around my name

it's ok if there isn't

but maybe in the future we're together

maybe it's tomorrow, I mean that would be even better

my friend said maybe I should tell you how I feel...

well, my heart is unlocked and ready for you to steal

I think it's been ready for a while

but you know how this goes - we might like each other today but tomorrow, who knows

I know, at least, that tomorrow I will

because if these feelings were a choice, I would choose to feel this way about you still

tomorrow, today, you make my heart stop, pick itself up, backflip, then hop

tomorrow, today, you make me feel warm, absolutely calm, love in its every form

tomorrow, today, my angels clap and sing, because you are the best gift they saved for decades to bring

my friend said maybe you might feel this way too

but if I should tell you how I feel, I guess I should say 

Wednesday 12 July 2023

darling you will bury me before i bury you

I'll never know if there's danger in confession..?

another word and I could choke - but what's worse...
telling you my feelings, 
or to die without revealing that you got inside my headand set a fire there instead?

Monday 10 July 2023

we’re just highly emotional people

and you don't need to hidesometimes it's hard to tell me how you feelI never see you cry..

all of the weight you have carried aroundfeelings come up and you push them back down

Sunday 9 July 2023

when you are young, they assume you know nothing

But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kissI knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifsThe smell of smoke would hang around this long'Cause I knew everything when I was youngI knew I'd curse you for the longest time
Chasing shadows in the grocery lineI knew you'd miss me once the thrill expiredAnd you'd be standing in my front porch lightAnd I knew you'd come back to me

Saturday 8 July 2023

i don’t care about the pain

​I’ll walk through fire and through rain

Just to get closer to you

You’re stuck on me like a tattoo

Friday 7 July 2023

аз огледах се във твоите очи

във замяна ти ме омагьоса, заслепи

ти открадна ми сърцето но къде го скри?? Някъде където знаеш само ти

всичките представи за любов ми промени

ти дойде и миналото заличи

само тебе искам но какво ми причини, ти ме хвърли между 4 стени…

всичките ми тайни ти за мене ги разкри 

и душата ми пред теб изобличи, 

и като магьосник ти замая ми ума, 

но като крадец ми проникна в дома


като целуваш така, боли ме, че ти вярвам на красивите лъжи

сега води ме, открадни ме, там където няма да ми мине, 

ти не знаеш как боли ме, но останах и причината си ти


искам те до мен, душата ти да съблека, всичко там ще разбера

нека да ти дам адреса на сърцето ми, но ти вече си там




как е наивно

​счупеното да лепим??

още те искам, трудно е да мълчим

след любовта празни места стоят, 

как не познахме, че ще боли така


нищо не знаеш, 

върни се веднъж поне, 

да те обичам и да обичаш мен