the world is burning

​and I laugh with the blaze

play my life like a video game

I don’t mind, I’m driving through flames

my bones decay, now I’m gelatine 

you made me feel so alive

​I don’t even know if I can put it into words 

The world seemed bigger when you were around, filled with possibility 

I seemed smarter, sexier, more beautiful 

You saw me in a way that no one else did

You understood who I was at my core and didn’t want to change me

You wanted me because of,

He wanted me in spite of

her gaze

​her gaze unsettles him like it used to

like looking in a mirror

seeing something that has no secrets from you