We‘re good friends, aren‘t
we?
Yes, sir.
I have a strange feeling
with regard to you as if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs tightly
knotted to a similar string in you. And if you were to leave, I‘m afraid that
cord of commune will snap. And I have a notion that I‘ll take to bleeding
inwardly. As for you, you‘d forget me.
How? I have lived a full
life here. I have not been trampled on, I have not been petrified, I have not
been excluded from every glimpse of what is bright. I have known you, Mr
Rochester. And it strikes me with anguish to be torn from you.
Then why must you leave?
Because of your wife!
I have no wife.
But you ought to be
married!
Jane, you must stay.
And become nothing to
you? Am I a machine without feelings? Do you think that because I am poor,
obscure, plain and little, that I am soulless and heartless? I have as much soul
as you and full as much heart. And if God had blessed me with beauty and
wealth, I could make it as hard for you to leave me as it is for I to leave
you. I am not speaking to you, through mortal flesh, it is my spirit that addresses
your spirit, as it would pass through the grave and stood in God‘s feet: equal,
as we are.
As we are!
I am a free human being
with an independent will, which I now exert to leave you.
Then let your will decide
your destiny. I offer you my hand, my heart. Jane, I ask you to pass through
life at my side. You are my equal and my likeness. Will you marry me?
Are you mocking me?
You doubt me.
Entirely. Your bride is
Miss Ingram.
Miss Ingram? She is the
machine without feelings. It‘s you. You, rare, unearthly thing. Poor and
obscure as you are, please accept me as your husband. I must have you for my
own.
You wish me to be your
wife?
I swear it.
You love me?
I do.
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