it was enchanting to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

This is me praying that - 
this was the very first page,
not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again

you knew the password

​so I let you in the door

you knew you’d won - so what’s the point of keeping score?

you should have said no

​you should have gone home

you should have thought twice before you let it all go

let there be

​drums

i wish to know the fatal flaw

​that makes you long to be magnificently cursed

I don’t like your little games

​don’t like your tilted stage,

the role you made me play - of the fool

I don’t like your perfect crime - how you laugh when you lie

The world moves on, another day, another drama

But not for me, all I think about is karma

One thing’s for sure

Maybe I got mine, but you’ll all get yours

you hate me

cause you hate yourself

you're the maggots in my meat

pee-yew, you smell

your sad life is never getting better

you make me sick

You make me turn my insides out onto the bricks

You fucking loser
Redmeat deadbeat, you fucking tumor
Can't believe I let your hands inside my bloomers
Better count your blessings, I got humour

Go find another bitch to hoover
Count the days until you lose her

на какъв се правиш

​знам ти мислите за мене,

с мене се преструваш, 

че уж флиртуваш,

а обичаш ме

happened stories

​happened stories are all alike, every unhappened story is unhappened in its own way.

trouble on my left, trouble on my right

I’ve been facing trouble almost all my life

My sweet love, won’t you pull me through?

Everywhere I look, I catch a glimpse of you

every boyfriend is the one

​until otherwise proven

the good are never easy, and the easy - never good

and love - it never happens like you think it really should

Deception and perfection are wonderful traits

One will breed love, the other - hate

we’re all very lovely till we get to know each other

and we stop becoming friends, and start becoming lovers

I can’t say no

​to something sweet

but it’s not what I need

you keep feeding me - when I’m not hungry

I’m sorry that you’re jaded

​I could have taken you places

didn’t they tell us don’t rush into things

​we found Wonderland - you and I got lost in it

and we pretended it could last forever

life was never worse, but never better

it’s all fun and games till somebody loses their mind

this love

​this love is good

this love is bad

this love is alive back from the dead

these hands had to let it go free

this love came back to me

renegade

Are you really gonna talk about timing in times like these?
And let all your damage damage me?
And carry your baggage up my street?
And make me your future history?

It's time, you've come a long way
Open the blinds, let me see your face
You wouldn't be the first renegade to need somebody

Is it insensitive for me to say get your shit together?
So I can love you
Is it really your anxiety that stops you from giving me everything?

Or do you just not want to? 

haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break

It's getting dark and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

I'm holding my breath
Won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold

Come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said

my friends said maybe I should tell you how I feel

 but it seemed too scary to say it over a meal,

so I chose letters, words and rhymes

but I know that this doesn't always work, sometimes

but sometimes it does

what if we are the exception

maybe all we really needed was just better communication?

this might not work

I know that very well

I could say how I feel, and it might hurt like hell

but it might not

I mean, you might feel the same

somewhere deep down there might be hearts drawn around my name

it's ok if there isn't

but maybe in the future we're together

maybe it's tomorrow, I mean that would be even better

my friend said maybe I should tell you how I feel...

well, my heart is unlocked and ready for you to steal

I think it's been ready for a while

but you know how this goes - we might like each other today but tomorrow, who knows

I know, at least, that tomorrow I will

because if these feelings were a choice, I would choose to feel this way about you still

tomorrow, today, you make my heart stop, pick itself up, backflip, then hop

tomorrow, today, you make me feel warm, absolutely calm, love in its every form

tomorrow, today, my angels clap and sing, because you are the best gift they saved for decades to bring

my friend said maybe you might feel this way too

but if I should tell you how I feel, I guess I should say 

darling you will bury me before i bury you

​I'll never know if there's danger in confession..?

another word and I could choke - but what's worse...

telling you my feelings, 

or to die without revealing that you got inside my head
and set a fire there instead?

we’re just highly emotional people

and you don't need to hide
sometimes it's hard to tell me how you feel
I never see you cry..

all of the weight you have carried around
feelings come up and you push them back down

when you are young, they assume you know nothing

But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss
I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs
The smell of smoke would hang around this long
'Cause I knew everything when I was young
I knew I'd curse you for the longest time

Chasing shadows in the grocery line
I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired
And you'd be standing in my front porch light
And I knew you'd come back to me

i don’t care about the pain

​I’ll walk through fire and through rain

Just to get closer to you

You’re stuck on me like a tattoo

аз огледах се във твоите очи

​във замяна ти ме омагьоса, заслепи

ти открадна ми сърцето но къде го скри?? Някъде където знаеш само ти

всичките представи за любов ми промени

ти дойде и миналото заличи

само тебе искам но какво ми причини, ти ме хвърли между 4 стени…

всичките ми тайни ти за мене ги разкри 

и душата ми пред теб изобличи, 

и като магьосник ти замая ми ума, 

но като крадец ми проникна в дома

като целуваш така, боли ме, че ти вярвам на красивите лъжи

сега води ме, открадни ме, там където няма да ми мине, 

ти не знаеш как боли ме, но останах и причината си ти

искам те до мен, душата ти да съблека, всичко там ще разбера

нека да ти дам адреса на сърцето ми, но ти вече си там

как е наивно

​счупеното да лепим??

още те искам, трудно е да мълчим

след любовта празни места стоят, 

как не познахме, че ще боли така

нищо не знаеш, 

върни се веднъж поне, 

да те обичам и да обичаш мен

дали това любов е

​или са кошмари

нашата любов се превърна във цунами

бързо ли говоря бейбе

​или бавно слушаш ти

if you think I’m stupid now

​you should see me when I’m high

in my imagination

​there is no complication 

I dream about you all the time

in my imagination, there is no hesitation 

we walk together, hand in hand

you showed me how to do

​exactly what you do

how I fell in love with you

You walk into a room - and people fall for you

how I wanna be like you..

общо взето

​всичко общо е взето

he and I would end up like water going nowhere

Water that never moves - it’s fine for a little while. You can drink from it and it will sustain you. But if it sits too long it goes bad. It grows stale. It becomes toxic.

I need waves. I need waterfalls. I want rushing currents.

the world is burning

​and I laugh with the blaze

play my life like a video game

I don’t mind, I’m driving through flames

my bones decay, now I’m gelatine 

you made me feel so alive

​I don’t even know if I can put it into words 

The world seemed bigger when you were around, filled with possibility 

I seemed smarter, sexier, more beautiful 

You saw me in a way that no one else did

You understood who I was at my core and didn’t want to change me

You wanted me because of,

He wanted me in spite of

her gaze

​her gaze unsettles him like it used to

like looking in a mirror

seeing something that has no secrets from you

we’re all just twenty something

​we don’t know what we want

but god we want it

one decision to make

I found this boy

he holds the world in his head

and he drowns in neuronal roller coasters from the comfort of his bed

I found this girl

she reminds me of the sun

and the night that I met her I knew she was the one

he's so intelligent

knows exactly what to say

but nobody understands him, at least until today

she's so understanding

I felt I spoke nonsense before

so eventually I went silent

but today I want to tell her more

this boy I am learning rarely ever speaks

and his heart has gotten heavy from the secrets that he keeps

this girl I am learning fears the unknown

and some of her experiences should have made her heart stone

I found this boy

his eyes contain stars

and he spent most of his life driving completely silent cars

I found this girl

her laughter could cure

and I've never felt an energy quite so pure

this boy, this girl

one decision to make

will they fall in love or make each other's hearts break

only love can hurt like this

​it must have been a deadly kiss

this is the winter of my discontent

​fuck a fucking fuckboy fucking up my plans